Monday, January 03, 2005

Argh....

Is it me, or is it just annoy the crap out of Heidi day? My sister wants me to agree to loan someone I don't trust money out of what we made for trees, which is really needed elsewhere a great deal more than it is where she wants it to go. And, not to mention, I'm just not comfortable with what she is asking me to do. I'm sorry if I feel that way, but I do feel as if I have valid reasons. It has nothing to do with anger, it has to do with not trusting someone, and especially not with my money. And, not to mention, my dad's advice, which I mentioned earlier on this webpage, as to never a borrower or a lender be. And once again, I'm being put in a tough spot, for someone my sister thinks my dad would want us to help out. But I don't think my dad really knew what would go on after his death, either. I don't know...I just feel like a lot of people are trying to take advantage of my family right now, and I don't like it. I hate money. I would give it all back just to have my dad again, and none of this heartache or suspicion. It's so unfair.


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